The descent of man and rise of the girl (Chapter 3)

Previously...I told you how Mistress Scarlett Thorne had taken me under Her wing and started to reshape me from a rather mediocre male to a fabulous gurl. She had already got me to start helping Her in sessions and then taken me to a club in London where men were able to use me as they wished...but this was not the end, not even the end of the beginning.

The trip to Sweet Wednesday's in London had been a turning point in my life. Through the way my mouth and bum hole was used with abandon by men who were only interested in their own satisfaction had made me think completely differently about myself. Mistress had me in chastity already which had mean I was trying to forget about the desire to cum and now She had ensured that I understood my body asd a means for others to get their pleasure from me and not the other way round.
In business terms I was no longer a client but a service provider I just didn't believe that anybody would pay me for it. But I relished the idea of men forcing themselves into me and spent hours daydreaming of being gangbanged over and over again.
But was it just a fantasy? As I've said in the previous chapters all this is the truth it really happened and what happened next is no invention.
The final stage in my "re-education" came some weeks after the trip to Sweet Wednesday's when Mistress Scarlett ordered me to go to a party organised by Her amazing friends Mistress Vanessa and Mistress Gemma in another dungeon in central London.
From the moment I entered the dungeon and put on a tight red and black PVC dress it quickly became obvious that I was not one of the ordinary slaves paying to be entertained for the night.No instead I was part of the entertainment they were paying for.
It didn't take long for Mistress Scarlett to pull me into a room with several men and tell me to start sucking their cocks. It was an order that broached no discussion or debate. As I got on my knees and started taking cocks of all shapes and sizes in my mouth she made an announcement.
"Dani is here to suck cock," She said. "Whenever you want to use her then you just ask her and she WILL obey."
Sopon after Mistress Vanessa came and pulled me to my feet. It wasn't a rescue mission. she had a slave tied up who She wanted sucked off.
And so four hours of cock after cock after cock began. It was a blur. I remember standing in a circle of men and having to go round one by one.
There was a lovely slave called Jay with an enormous tool who took a real fancy to me and I ended up licking, sucking and blowing his shaft for ages. He was such a gentleman complimenting how I looked and my abilities as a cocksucker as I serviced him.
But it wasn't only my mouth which was to get used. The evening ended with my bum hole getting pummeled in a seven person gangbang which ended up with me at the bottom of a pyramid with Mistress Scarlett finishing me off with Her strap on.
At the end of the night I thought I would have to pay like all the other slaves for attending.
But Mistress Scarlett said: "Don't worry dear. You worked hard tonight, well done. You don't have to pay."
Then She sat me down and looked seriously at me.
"I want you to start earning money," She said. "Men really like you and you look really good now."
The decision had been made! She had made it and changed my life forever.
A few weeks later my Christmas present from Mistress Scarlett was my own website www.dani-t-girl.co.uk and She then ordered me to pay for some advertising online. My life as a working gurl had begun...

To be continued...

A slave's love

This is a poem i wrote trying to express my love as a slave for Mistress Scarlett Thorne on Valentine's day orignally posted on Her website www.mistressthorne.com.

What is this love i feel
for my fabulous Mistress?
It is at once so powerful...
and yet mysterious.
What word would it be...
that the Greeks might say?
All i know is that i adore Her
every moment of the day.
Is the word for it philia?
She is my greatest friend...
but somehow as a description
that is not the end.
Eros seems good
for someone as sexy as Scarlett,
but while She is the image of desire
She's no cheap harlot (unlike me).
Ludus is the word
for love that plays.
But Mistress' games
end in painful flays.
Pragma reminds me
that this love is long living 
Although even after just five years
She's had to be very forgiving.
As a benevolent dictator
my love for Her is storge.
She forces me to whore
So male clients on me can gorge.
Perhaps though this love
Is really agape.
It is unconditional
and shapes my every day.
In truth though no word
can describe this love.
i am like the dog at Her feet
Looking adoringly at Her above.
my devotion is total
and while fools may scorn.
i want to work harder and suffer more
forever for Mistress Scarlett Thorne.

The great spring clean in the Tranny Flat

Ever wondered what 106 wet panties and 42 bras looked like? Well here you go have a good look and feast your eyes on this lot...

This is just a small part of the amazing selection of clothes available in the Tranny Flat for would be gurls, sissies, trannies and sluts that Mistress Scarlett Thorne generally wants to humiliate for Her own amusement. It is all carefully packed away in the legendary Tranny Wardrobe of Doom (the TWOD) which has Narnia like qualities in terms of opportunities to get lost in a world of endless fantasy.

But the reason I am posting this picture of underwear drying in Mistress Scarlett’s dungeon is that it is that time of year again...THE SPRING CLEAN (so important that it has to be announced in capital letters, bold and underlined!).

For most people spring cleaning is something happens when spring arrives (traditionally 21st March), however, the Tranny Flat operates in a separate time zone - Scarlett Time. This means that spring only begins when Mistress Scarlett Thorne decides it does which could be before or after the normal world or the same time. Even more importantly spring cleaning in the Tranny Flat means that Mistress Scarlett wants it all completed by the time spring begins not started afterwards.

So every year of my five years of servitude to Mistress, immediately after Christmas, the spring clean begins. This means washing hundreds of items of clothes often by hand; extra hard scrubbing of all the floors, furniture etc with a brillo pad and cloth on my knees; washing all the dildos, rubber cocks, whips, paddles, canes and other torture items by hand; and so on until everything is spick and span and to Mistress Scarlett’s satisfaction...which means to a far higher standard than most of your pathetic brains could even contemplate. Perfection is not good enough for Mistress!

As you can tell it is a very exciting time of year for me and one where I have to push myself even harder than usual just to get a smile of approval. It is a time of year where I tend to get even more bruises and marks from being regularly kicked and beaten for failing to meet Mistress’ demands.

But here is the crux of the post….this year is going to be different!

This year lucky would-be trainee maids and sissies can apply to Mistress Scarlett for special intensive training on the spring clean program.

There are many perks to those who want to come to serve:

1. You get to be fully dressed and made-up.
2. You get to serve Britain’s Premiere Domme (aka Mistress Scarlett Thorne).
3. You also get to be trained by London’s top TV Domme (and senior maid)...ie Me.
4. Mistress Scarlett enjoys getting Her slaves to test if underwear needs cleaning by making them sniff all the panties.
5. You can expect to be abused, beaten and generally humiliated as you learn about your lowly station.
6. When not needed you will be kept in a cage and may be forced to suck cock.

There is much more from a day of servitude and if you are considered good enough Mistress Scarlett and I may even provide you with a reference or (for the best) ask you back.

Obviously for the privilege of spending a day serving Mistress Scarlett Thorne you will be required to give Her tribute for Her precious time. This begins at £400.

There is no greater privilege and joy in life than serving Mistress Scarlett. She is also the best teacher and transformer of people you could hope to meet (I am proof of that).

For those interested in a day of maid training text Mistress Scarlett on 07910476639.

The descent of man...and rise of the girl (Chapter 2)

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The descent of man...and rise of the girl (Chapter 1)

This is a blog that I first wrote for Mistress Scarlett Thorne's website to help people who want to be lifestyle slaves, trannies and whores understand that they can realise their dreams. I am now going to publish a longer version of my true story in chapters on my blog starting here

How many of you surf the internet and read the hundreds of amazing kinky stories of men being forcibly transformed into girls and made to whore or transformed into a stunning TV Dominatrix and wish it could be you?

I know that there are a lot of you out there who are trapped in your drab male lives desperate to release your inner woman and indulge in all sorts of perverted, filthy activities and live the dream of a naughty slut.

How do I know? It's because I was once one of you always dreaming of what it would be like but never believing that it could possibly happen.

What is it i wanted most? To be r*ped and used for others pleasure? To give my life up to a Superior Woman? To tastes cock in my mouth as a man releases his load into my throat? To be transformed from a mundane little man to a fabulous woman? To learn to have my own slaves even? All these things and much more. Like you I sat there playing with my stupid little cock dreaming but not believing it could ever be true.

Well I AM the living proof that your kinkiest dreams can come true and that everything is possible if you are willing to put in the effort and find the right Superior to mentor you into a life in the sex trade and BDSM slavery. The great news is that you don't have to give up your other life, you just need to be brave and embrace your inner slut.

So regular readers of my little musings will know that I found my opportunity thanks to being owned by the fabulous London Mistress Scarlett Thorne. As the UK's (and probably the world's) most remarkable Dominatrix She started young and had more than a decade of experience when She decided to train me up to serve Her and now She has turned me not just into Her servants, maid and whore but into an amazing TV Dominatrix with my own dedicated slaves.

You may wonder how this can happen and think this is just another one of those first person pieces which pretend to be reality but are just fantasy. Well honey, this is the truth, every word of it. I went from being a man in a suit to a whore and Domme in my own right in just a few years.
It didn't happen overnight, it just followed a natural progression as Mistress Scarlett Thorne remorsely reshaped me into a completely new person modeled on Her demands and needs. As a man I was very mediocre, you wouldn't have picked me out in a crowd but once Mistress Scarlett had worked Her magic on me I became a stunning woman.

It all began with me turning up as a client as a one off to try to get over my secret urges and desires. Of course it did not end there and Mistress Scarlett made sure I returned and then began to gently encourage me to buy female clothes and teach me how to girl up make up and all.

Early on I thought it was just a game. I couldn't believe my luck that Mistress had taken such a personal interest in a worthless slave like me when I knew She was obviously totally Superior and very busy. I often wondered why She did. Maybe it was because I was a newby and maybe because Her remarkable perceptive powers immediately saw a girl trying to escape from the shell of a man and girl who was ready to devote her life to a Mistress.

Whatever it was, Mistress Scarlett took me under Her wing and made me Hers to the extent that I began to reorganise my work days to serve Her or make excuses to rush round if She needed something done. But even then I didn't realise how serious things would get and how deep I would go.

Then after just a few months I got a text off Her asking me to come round to help Her with a client. I remember getting the text from Mistress asking if I was available. I wasn't really but I felt so surprised, excited and honoured She would think of me that I made an excuse and raced out of work. I just could not believe my luck that I would be able to help in such a way and actually be a slut, although obviously I wasn't earning any money just an extra freeby at Mistress's disposal.

When I arrived, Mistress Scarlett dressed me up and took me into the dungeon where a TV slave called Amanda was tied up legs spread. Obviously my task was to suck him or I should say her off, although only to the point where she was about to cum. It was my first experience of providing a sexual service in that context and I loved feeling and tasting the cock as it became hard and erect in my mouth. Amanda moaned a bit and started to gently pump my face. I really wanted her warm cum to shoot down my throat, but Mistress wanted to leave both me and the slave desperately wanting more.

As I went home on the tube that night I could smell the sweat of Amanda's groin still and taste the precum which escaped before Mistress pulled me away. I ached for more and wondered if Mistress would require my services again. I wondered what it would be like to be paid for such a service but thought immediately that nobody would pay for me.

"Don't be stupid!" I told myself. I had only just begun my transformation and I still thought of myself as a clunky man in women's clothes not yet the butterfly of a girl that could emerge from that ugly chrysalis.

Nevertheless, this happened a few more times as I rushed over to the dungeon to service various slaves for Mistress Scarlett. I thought that would be it but then She did something that changed things forever...

You can find out about it in chapter 2 which will be published soon...

A slave's New Year resolutions

It's that time again where everyone gets drunk and makes rash promises for the New Year which sometimes they keep for as long as a week or two...usually involving a post Christmas diet and de-toxing from drinking too much alcohol.

Well for a slave to a fabulous Dominatrix like Mistress Scarlett Thorne this time of year should represent something much more important, a cherished moment in your relationship with the Superior Being in your miserable life where you can pledge something substantial to Her that will benefit Her life and in turn make you a better, more worthy slave (although REMEMBER you can NEVER be worthy of the huge privilege of serving a Mistress).

Having just completed my fifth year of servitude to Mistress Scarlett Thorne i have some experience on solemn promises to a Domme, most of which i have kept although some i have broken much to my great shame, regret and pain (from Mistress).

The first piece of advice is making a resolution to your Mistress and Owner is no light matter. It is a pledge that should never be broken until and if you are released from it by Mistress Herself. i am still in the process of suffering three days worth of punishment (to the second) years after i broke chastity. Other failures saw me banished from Scarlett Thorne's presence, i was extremely lucky to be forgiven. Failure is not an option, even if it is rare.

i would also suggest that you don't over promise, by which i mean promise too many things. A life of service gives you plenty of time to make many promises and for Mistress to force many more other indignities and suffering on to you. So at New Year make one big promise, focus on it and make sure you keep it.

In terms of what you promise it should involve things which are genuinely useful to Mistress or amuse Her. It could be to remove your hair, go on a diet, or improve your feminisation activities to make you better to be pimped out by Mistress. If you are a maid it could be simply to improve on how much time you give to Mistress and the effecitiveness of your cleaning.

my top tip though is something that materially improves your Owner's life. So you could decide to make sure you provide Her with a monthly tribute whether You session with Her or not. 

This is an excellent sign of devotion and one which always pleases a Mistress. It is something i do for Scarlett Thorne, along with my almost daily service as a maid and other things. i know i am very lucky to be allowed in Her presence so much which is worth far more than any money i could ever hope to give Her.

i would advise against chastity as a New Year's resolution. This is something Mistress decides to do to you not the other way round.

So what resolution will be my promise to Mistress Scarlett Thorne for 2016?

i am already in chastity, She has forced me on to a strict diet and to give up alcohol, and i have to constantly improve on my service as a maid etc (it is never good enough and never will be), i am always striving to earn more as an escort and i pay a monthly tribute to Mistress.

One change for 2016 is to do exercises which improve my feminine shape such as sit ups for a firm tummy, back exercises to be more flexible and squats to get a bigger bum. i also plan to get surgery to improve myself as a girl and so be of more use to Scarlett Thorne and more pleasing on Her eye.
This will be my resolution for 2016, but the main promise to Mistress will be the one i make every day in my daily mantra to Her:

"Serving Scarlett Thorne is a privilege not a right, i must WORK HARDER and SUFFER MORE to deserve it".

How a slave can survive Christmas

As many of you may be aware i am something of a shopaholic...it is pretty difficult for me to walk by a shop with pretty dresses in the window without being sucked into it to explore its delights, much to Mistress Scarlett Thorne's exasperation. Heyho!

But even i have to admit in my tiny little tranny brain that Christmas has become far too commercial and the true spirit of the festival is being lost. Now i know some of you are of a religious bent and others maybe not but i think that serving a fabulous Dominatrix like London Mistress Scarlett Thorne is of huge help in getting back to what Christmas should be about.

Think of the three magi in St Matthew's Gospel or the shepherds in St Luke. They all traveled to worship a Higher Being and give gifts as best to their ability. This is why the three magi are known as "the wise men" because wisdom is knowing what MUST be done.

If there is one thing a slave should remember is that his (or sometimes her) life is insignificant and that Mistress is always a Higher Being, you should think of Her as a Goddess. So Christmas is a time when you can show your true devotion by coming to Worship Her and bring gifts to please Her (on top of the tribute You should give Her as well). There is no more beautiful and joyful act of worship and if you are lucky Mistress will then make you suffer to expedite your sins.

The gifts are reciprocal. Mistress Scarlett Thorne is extremely generous in giving you Her valuable time, doing amazing debauched things you could only dream of and allowing you to be in Her presence. There is no greater gift at any time of the year to spend time which such an amazing person.

Now it is important to remember that Mistresses do not want any old tat, surprises are good but it MUST BE something Mistress wants! Each to their means. In the Bible the poor shepherds give what little they can which is a lot in their terms and so much appreciated. The welathy wise men (like cash pigs for a Mistress) gave valuable gifts of gold (works well with Scarlett Thorne), expensive oils and nice smelling stuff (not such a good idea for Scarlett Thorne unless it is Thierry Alien perfume).

Fortunately, those who serve Mistress Scarlett Thorne have been given a guide by Her. So when you bring Her gifts get something from this list: http://www.mistressthorne.com/my-world/my-wishlist/

One last piece of advice for Scarlett Thorne's slaves...remember in the Tranny Flat it is always Christmas when Scarlett Thorne is in residence, so DON'T think you should only give Her gifts in December.